Senin, 09 Desember 2013

my life, my love, my soul


These are the ripples of my seeking journey, trying to figure out the glorious of my Majesty. up and down, being bumped, feeling fool and guilty. sometimes the hopeless greets me, trying to cease me, restrain me...






Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku bersimpuh,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku merengek akan Rahiim Mu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku mengadu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku meneteskan gelorah Syauq ku,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku tak kuasa menahan semua rindu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, 
aku mendambakan indahnya berkumpul bersama Mu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku menorehkan guratan ladzadznya Syauq dlm kalbu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku merisaukan tak terwujudnya angan ku bersama Mu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku rindu, aku rindu, aku rindu, segera ingin bertemu dengan Mu,,,
Dengan segenap kehinaan ku, aku menghembuskan untaian Raja' ku,,,


march/4th/2012







"Night…
Lately night… When the shadow darkens the space, When the silence covers the air, When the humans end their activity, I… I find my self still here, Looking at the atmospher, Feeling the secret of the night, Smelling the sense of the silence, 
this spot and space,
attract the boundless longing of me
A boundless longing to YOU and me,


My savior…
Remembering YOU through a praise is able to reconcile a thundering boundless desire and passion, 
being amazed...




silent...
Singing YOU a praise is able to tease all the emptyness inside ♍e,
Even I'm not able to think of another words to describe the yearning of you


april/6/2012




No one could compare the great satisfaction of YOUR love..
Each time I close to YOU,
The greatest satisfaction blooms me..
Neither he nor they,
Wouldnt be able to replace it whenever it takes..
Neither he nor they,
Wouldnt be able to subside it whenever it takes..
Nevertheless, I couldn't touch YOU nor see YOU..
I feel,
I taste all the greatness of who YOU are..
I taste every each love that has given to..
I taste the tenderness each of YOUR cuddled..


june/6th/2012